Funny.

I was totally mentally prepared to stay right out there in the outfields with guys I hardly know for the whole of 2 weeks.

But yeah, here I am in the office typin all this shit out. Ha. Yeah, you probably guessed it by now....I got myself deferred from it all.

My boss typed a letter out and all I had to do was to show it to my commander. It was that quick and pretty easy actually.

"Sir, here's a letter from my boss..."

Thats it. That was all I said. I was beginnin to believe my commander wasn't gonna let me go that easily at first...but heck,
by the time it was my time to show him my letter, I was totally confident.

Check this out....even the guy before me got deferred with a less appealin reason than what I had. Apparently, his wife wrote a long handwritten letter out for the commander not lettin him go. Her excuse? Well, they just got married less than 3 months ago and it seems, with her missin her dear husband for the whole of 2 weeks around the house was too much for her to take I guess. I was gigglin out loud when I heard that at first but then I realised actually...."Hey...you know what....it's kinda sweet actually."

So yep yep....back to work. Just when I thought everythin seems to be in the direction that I was hopin for.....some of the things changed somehow. I don't know. It just feels different. And no .it's not about work at all.

I know this may sound totally fuckin hilarious but.....maybe.....

......I should have stayed on for my reservist.


"I left the best of my intentions,
Took it one day at a time,
It's not like all is lost or that the world is ending,
We've just fallen from divine,

Whatever direction we go,
Rest assured the one thing we know,
Things just didn't really go to our dismay,

It's not like all is lost or that the world is ending,
We've just fallen from divine,

The last train is leaving,
There's nothing more than I can say,
I didn't mean to bring you down,
I guess I'll see you around,
Will I see you around..."