Your selfish defenses were on high,
your walls built deep inside,
At least now I’m alone,

What I wanted stays the same,
Is this the only evidence that proves it,
A photograph of you and I,

Like a thousand burned out yesterdays,
Believe me when you say goodbye forever,
Is for good,

Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it...I'll see you soon.

cool

beans

Well.

:)

Over a month, I have lost touch with some things and of course, with some people. Certainly, there aren't any bad feelins left of it or any regrets at all but there were good reasons behind them and they are really not worth to mention or to think about.

Well, even though you have heard it all before....from me, I might give up posting anythin up here from now on. Well, there is still a slight chance I mighhhhht still post some shit here from time to time. Here's why.....

A) I'm too fuckin lazy...like you haven't heard THAT before
B) Toooooo busy....well, some of you might know why.
and finally C) I don't really know what else to write cause some of you readin this shit out...well....sad to say...I don't really want you to. I CERTAINLY know who the fuck are you.

There's still hope anyways. The band's website on myspace is up. Lookin better than ever...like the band I guess. Can't really wait to post our music up there and play our first gig as Morning Utopia. We are busy writing the songs now and tightenin some loose ends cause right now we still sound like dirty whores. LOL

http://www.myspace.com/morningutopiamusic

Add us if you do have an account there and we'll keep you updated on whats happenin with our music and the band.......well, like you care anyways...LOL

Well, as the sayin goes..."It ain't over till the fat lady sings...."

The band is doin just great so far. Came up with a couple of new shit riffs and they are certainly worth workin on.

Besides that, it's been a real tiring week. More or less. Well, more actually. But in a couple of months I guess it will be all truly over.

Nadya Hutagalung!

I have been recently included in the "Men...tsk. They are all the same" hallmark.

Wow. How fuckin honoured I am right now.

Anyways, things are lookin pretty good, knowin that the last few weeks have been really fuckin insane. Whatever you know.....cause I know things are gonna get better. Than ever. Without you or with you for sure.

So suck it up.

Well.....

It's been really fun and trustin enough to stray away from cyberspace for awhile now.

Apart from that, I'm in the position of plannin and deciding on the important factors of my life right now.

Thats about it. For now.

P.S: Oh...The band is re-vampin its site right now on myspace. It would be somethin alright. Don't give up....just keep a tight lid on it. Thats if you want to.